Posts tagged sigh
Posts tagged sigh
I’ve never felt so trapped in my entire life.
There’s only one thing to do when you’re backed into a corner.
have you ever just been sad about the state of your life?
das where i’m at right now
The educational system in this country seriously needs to be reevaluated.
you know when you work your ass for people
and they just don’t appreciate it?
you take the blame for everything
even shit that isn’t your fault
but for the sake of saving yourself a shitstorm
you kinda just accept it and apologize and soothe things over until they go back to being okay
and then there comes a point where you really just can’t take it anymore
and you can feel the pressure building
and you know that every storm you ever suppressed never dissipated, it was just locked away
and now its pretty much a superstorm
and you can feel it coming, you know its coming
you can practically smell it
and you look forward to it, almost
because it’s nerve-wracking to sit in your basement and wait for the storm to hit
but at the same time you’re absolutely terrified
because God only knows how strong it will be, how long it will last
and worst of all
the damage that it will leave behind.
bio final in t-2 hours
MUST DO WELL
MUST STOP PANICKING
no sleeeeeeeeeeeep tonight
it’s not even finals yet
Remember how that physics test was cancelled the Wednesday before spring break (two weeks from tomorrow)?
Yeah that shit is tomorrow.
Help me. Please. I need to do well.
If I lose you,
I’m not quite sure who I’ll talk to.
Lately it’s just felt like I disappoint everyone, everywhere. Everyone wants something and all of it conflicts with something someone else wants and when I can’t produce that much of myself, people get angry and I get lectured about being selfish. I have never felt like a selfish person before now, but now I only feel like a selfish person. I’ve given myself away completely before and it didn’t end well for me. No one cared when I finally broke down. And that’s what it feels like now. I’m struggling to hold on to me while I also give you and you and you and you and you and you and you parts of me to hold. And there’s only so much of me.
Can someone teach me how to talk to people?
Like, network and stuff. I am so terrible at all of that.